so early book in

going book in again alr lo... need wait one more week b4 i can blog again... hope i can clear the main event for this week... if not ar i gg alr sia. quite scared suddenly die die must pass that one. wa shiok man no confinement can book out afterone week... just tahan one stupid week then can come out again... lol yest post at the back anihow do cos quite pissed alr and quite sian le. oh ya then maybe getting results sia.. if i screwed my a's ar haiz then quite sian didnt study fully that time so emo so distracted by otherthings lol. fug myself man so dumb. lol yest walk home c the moon so round and bright sia. i now 90% fug care her alr the last 10% will be completed on the day get results ba after i do my last mission. 2 weeks left to bop alr... time flies sia... honey moon period going over liao scared go unit very shiong sia... comfirm more shiong de but hope gimme those less shiong one.... haiz all like very shiong leh.. i wan go my bro unit seems much more slack then others... lol i better dun think so much b4 i go emo again. the emo feeling coming up alr sia. hmm till now havnt go find which course to study sia shit. next book out must go find alr. but most prob also wun do it so say shuang nia. wa can sleep at home is shuang de. luv my bed man dun like camp bed. haiz nth much to say le lol. oh ya got the movie sia wad forbidden kingdom like super cool like dat jet li jackie chan sia die die also must watch. scully come out april 10 loll. come out also fug care. nvm i go polish boots liao.

bdae

busy and tired day today. morn slp until onself wake up got sunlight super shuang. then on com rot ard then set off for bball le. bball i late reach there quite weird lol this bball coach/ uncle teaching wil they all basics of bball until wil du lan then our scouts kh and olk found another spot at blk 514 then wil just say we wanna go then we set off le. though i lost my phone sia heng i used the uncle phone call then it was in some unknown place in my bag. then bball lo play until veery tired sia last few bball sessions alo play until very tired b4 i enter army then go wil tan hs play dota lol keep losing abit sian. after that time to go off go makan sakura sit in mrt tok abit cok rech le c ken wong ar his hair ar super long alr. then xings also come, ks gh also come, vince didnt come stupid idiot. then go sakura meet hao then go up wait for our turn. wa sibei sian i buy the hp charger cant charge my nokia phone la wah lau great now i just found out my samsung also cannot mp3 also cannot i just threw away 30 dollars and im dam fucking pissed. zzz. we makan, tok cok, the food there ar i also sian le next time no need go so ex liao. after makan then go home dota till now go slp le lo

2 wks to bop...

lol im back after 2 weeks confinement... nth much to say, some things i wan say maybe restricted lol so better nt say... aniway something to me that is worth mentioning is wen i book in that time super emo... emo emo emo think about sunday then can come out... then on thurs i started to recover le stopped thinking just think fuck it just do just do they wan tekan nvm fuck it just let them i also dun care le. it helps lol now i dun think le just do just do. quite lifeless. like 行尸走肉like dat emotionless and lifeless. haiz. maybe like dat will help forget her as well. which is gd lol just now just toked to her nia guai lan lol. ask me y my display keep put the tang ning pic then i reply is my gf she dunno meh. then she reply gd. lol. wtf. then say she wanna zao le so i guai lan say is some hk actress la gd cos i wun pester u again rite. she also bo reply lol just cont typing her gdnight and run off lol. haiz fuck it. her stuff i also dun feel like passing alr feel like throw away le f it. but nvm just giv. then during jungle lol first night sia i dreamt i at home watching tv then tv showing alone/body 19 i also blur. then i saw the picture on tv is very horror zzzzzzzz. second night got alot of time i and my bed buddy just lie down tok about gals lol he say his stuff mostly then we 2 just there tok tok tok till lights out. then i dreamt that she 回心转意i dunno y sent her present then she sent back say wad like me or something or wad. then i heck care du lan throw aside. then dreamt she call me on my phone i rejected the call lol. then send back the present without doing replying. wah the feeling is shiok de lol. wake up feeling shuang lol. quite stupid lol. heck it la tmd. i quite eager to get my results lol think quite exciting. bdae can book out also shuang book out le go out with wil and kr go amk hub makan food court eat bbq chicken hao jian which i dun really like and mango ice. in btween find cw, find wil frens, his customer from ajc, his target lol. then keep seeing his fren yumin lol i at khatib mrt supermarket also c her sia. then go home lo then now blog lol. tml also packed morn bball night makan afternoon dunno do wad. haiz nth to blog abt alr lol. oh ya shit sia my fitness r abit lousy compared to my platoon ppl sia they imprve alot i stagnent. dunno how. lol. haiz i putting down alot le lol. next step is to totally disappear. hard sia. lol our charac really dun match as well ba. yea time to slp lo go read wil blog first 2 weeks worth of post still got dou niu watch shit and bleach sia la suddenly very busy alr.

lol last blog b4 book after cny

sian sia now left ard 10 mins b4 i leave home le. now no one at home left pks and ken online with me. sux man time flies so fast. now go back camp again. i still nt sure sit test do wad lol. haizzzz. i will miss home sia. looking foward to a level results that day can book out. anone reading this pls tell me asap if u noe whn the alevel result coming out. sux now the feeling like first book in super bad. wan cry like dat lol. somemore hse empty except me super sian one la. lol think her letter i bring in camp do ba. sian sian . y only i so emo de miss home so much sia other ppl like no kick. just hope this 2 week easy ba. lol after long book out jiu fug emo. shits. lol if u all c this sms me ba tok to me lol. gtg lo hahas. oh ya sia 2 weeks more b4 i blog for 2 days sia. sometimes really feel like down pes then become 9-5 clerk. c how ba. 2 mths alr still like dat sia. end on a hahas ba more optimistic hahas.

end of cny le T_T sobs

haiz its alr sunday le 1226am... sian today will be booking in le... fug sia suddenly fugging emo le sia my eyes abit wet le... so fast man my 5 days gone in a flash... army again... wa i think about next time worse man when go unit that time everyday in camp no holidays one wah siannn. bmt still got alot holidays sia cny new year a levels. after bmt still got one week break. next time go unit or wad no more such shit le until quite late sia sian. dunno how to endure le. haizz. today also quite sian. afternoon say one go out watch ah long de by the time pks buy tix alr no space at all anywhere liao. so cancelled and stay home. dota dota dota until evening ba i forgot le then rotted ard wasted precious time. haiz sianz. just now dota also tio tock sia sian even more. y like dat sia. maybe i shld go down pes alr. or be a man and tahan everything. lol oh ya morn i got sms her sia cos she nv reply me when i send the super long sms then i tried c she got receive anot she replied say gotreceive sia. so she got receive that time and didnt want to reply. so i noe wad to do alr lol. aiya long time ago noe wad to do alr. sianz. one less like source of strength. now also dun think can go command school alr and maybe no fire le. another source of strength gone. left only my brothers as my source of strength left. nt much le lol. sian. haiz. cny this yr nv go mother side sia. if got go ar means use up alot more time. zzz y i keep wasting precious time sia after so many lessons still cannot improve. think i slp too much le ba. haiz but in camp also slp nt enough. wake up 515 how to have energy. just like in jc as long as wake up early no matter how early slp also no strength. now starting like dat le. at first still can cos a few weeks nia nw startig to take its toll liao. roar. dunno when she will c this blog lol. zz must go find more sources of strength. but how sia. only book out. everyday looking foward to all the meals. fug la if can bring food wil be much better. stupid. sian now 1am le. prob cont writing my letter tml ba. lol maybe my letter put my blog webby sia. lol c how. tempting leh. sian mum ard how write letter. bro also awake. sia la my internet anytime cut off lol. now rot ard think go slp liao.

cny day 2

k so is cny day2. zzz countdown to back to army 2 days left. zzz next time i blog will be 2 weeks later. think about it jiu sian and emo sia. z. anw today morn nth much forget got play anot le did some admin work with my mp3 then afternoon went out with family go sentosa c flowers.-.-. there also nth much la took a few pic walk walk nth to c then sian alr go vivo makan dinner at wad superdog fast food ex and quality so so nia. then reach home le dota lo now dota finish alr nia. oh ya sia pks send the super long chi sms sia then i foward to you-know-who then till now no reply lol. either nv c or she think elsewhere alr when i didnt mean anything lol. or maybe starhub eat my sms which happened in tekong. i send at 1030 leh dun think she ever slp so early one. lol. z more i think about it more i think my rashes is mentally one like xing bing when i cure it the rash will also go away. the rash start think about same time as i start to flop ba i suppose. lol tml beter start preparing my shit alr or else no time le. think tml will go out ba better go out or book in sure fug emo de. lol now go tok cok do mp3 admin lo...

cny sia

lol now can keep posting sia. go back camp ar thats it le. now i think about it i wan to die sia lol. i dun wan to go back!!!!!! sian!!!!haiz. nowalr fri le la wtf sun go back in le. anw back to cny. as usual late morning go grandma hse go there sit sit eat lunch stone all the way watch tv nv tok at all. quite sian. lol think my life quite flop everyoe cny so happy de mine ar quite sian so stone. go back home watch go tudou tou ming zhuang then only watch halfway nia the guy nv posts the whole damn thing waste my time. then go watch bu neng shuo de mi mi now watch half way havnt watch finish. den now dotaing with wil tan pks they all. lol just now halfway she online sia then i purposely put my blog address on my nick think she also didnt c la. oh ya afternoon also got msg cny template sia i msg back another template plus draw a stupid ugly mouse she reply the mouse very cute -.-. i reply i draw so many times sure cute de after that waited and waited no more reply le lol. haiz i think i noe the source of my rash le. is i think too much sia. when i get over it my rash will heal liao sure one. lol last yr new year quite shuang cos keep msg her. lol. this yr sia evening watch tou ming zhuang suddenly very very emo sia cos like new year then i stuck at home nth to do while everyone else enjoying the occasion. now also emo thinking about going back camp sian until... go in confine 2 weeks. then dunno is sat book out or sun. zzz. they better not really reteach everythng. sian la so fast need go back le.... haiz suck thumb suck thumb... mentally so demanding sia... keep confine...those 2 nv confine leh wah lau we confine...sian la... lol hope tml more meaningful sia.. lol like her life like dat everyday so meaningful sia. haiz cont playing le later slp.

sian

today went out with wil tan they all sia go makan at swensens eat the lousy pizza and eat the shiok ice cream. after that lag here lag there think of wad to do finally afterlong while decided to watch jay chou the kungfu dunk. nt bad la the movie abit funny but predictable plot and all. got cai zhuo yan as vase lol so hehe nt bad. after that go home lo while wil and kr go reunion dinner think kr tio whack lol. wah eat alot alot sia eat until quite full. suppose t0 eat reunion dinner at grandma hse but mum cook alr and i lazy go so stay home makan then watch dou niu abit. super full sia full until i cant really move. quite pissed off today father keep saying i 12 must off com zzz justnow talk abit he say today exception ba. sian. come back home still cannot play sian. this cannot that cannot. wtf. i damn sian and pissed le la fug just suck thumb la wtf suck everything up everything also suck la wtf. sian. haiz just go play as much as i can ba. new year also stoning stoning and stone somemore. try to tok also hard la just stone ba. last yr becos of her got sudden urge to try go bond with my relatives sia. to try to change the situation every year whereby go only to rot. to try to interact more. lol but i not her ba i dun have to be like her so close to her family and relatives and mingle so well and everythig. no more fire alr contented just to rot ba lol. nt much fire left le lol. but this yr i botak sia quite obvious. sure all make a big fuss alr. i more scared go mother side sia all bu ren shi de nv c them at all. c le dunno how greet awkward like hell. nvm happy cny ppl!

first post sia

lol my first post. my blog looks damn empty sia. how to do all the fanciful thing i also dunno and lazy to do. haiz army ar sibei sian alr. now getting worse. keep saying we very lousy also dunno y. we that lousy meh. go other company sure same one la wah lau. zzzzzz. haiz blog too much later kena military police. be optimistic always ba hor no choice suck thumb endure. though i dun wan endure leh sian. at least now got one super long holiday ba. lol still got somethings i need to do but quite lazy leh. lol looking foward to the day get results sure very exciting and disappointing as well. that day also got mission to complete lol. also dunno when getting results best somewhere from 17th to 22nd then the book out more worth more useful as a short break. haiz but they say next week get le leh. gimme gd results pls lol or else more sian alr. haiz. lol got one thing i really feel like blogging sia but haiz. better not. now quite late alr lo 1 plus le. tml still dunno going do wad. quite lazy alr these days after the camp ar no strength alr. book out chionging biscuits lol in camp cant eat anything super super sian. so hard to tahan without extra food.

lol now to some emo stuff. haiz till now ar still abit fang bu xia. but much better then last time alr ba. now abit like heck le la. u dun send me y shld i initiate everytime. then reply getting more and more half hearted c le also haiz. i rarely online also dun wan tok to me. sianz. at first still got go class blog c her post i also go play play. i post she str8 no more reply lol. now aiya dun really give a damn animore. normally also dun spare a look at me wtf. lol i can go on forever sia. can do a timeline alr i remb everything quite clearly lol. i intend to write it out and give along with the present and all. think the present abit shit sia haiz but wtf. that day think i just thrust out say nah for u dun wan can throw away then walk away alr. lol. can write one super long letter sia. think cny go settle prepare then collect results can give alr. but timing sux leh results that day give also sibei weird. think heck la wtf. ppl c i also dun care lol. c jiu c ba let her awkward abit la hor. lol always draw all those things feel like im doing a girls's job sia. wil also say so. haiz. think my blog song better put bei ying alr most of the time only c her beiying nia. bet she doesnt noe all this lol. haizzzzz. let go nt so easy sia. but im almost there le ba. lol suddenly remb i still got the dog keychain on my mp3 sia recently just reattached again. bet she alr throw away the chain i gave her le ba. attach for wad 1 or 2 days then remove le. c le also xin suan. haizzzz. lol scully she think my dp is my gf sia. lol i think i end my post le ba. go do all the template all this le