haiz this will be one long post. better make it more organised lol. and a emo post also lol.
k from the beginning. monday morn go camp there cont with rp course. wa song man can take mrt go there. means sleep once at home le. go there is heaven man can buy chocolate eat relag relag ar everything also easy. i remb first day book out ard 630. bloody late i also dunno y. second day more or less the same book out even later some idiot lost something then i go makeup training. wed book out ok. then i go run 4km run finish whole night legs sibei tired. then due to run nv watch ah wang only watch 15mins. thurs book out also cb late cos of that one bastard. play with us la. heaven will opunish u de. fri wah lan 4 pm can book out alr i think dunno waste so much time doing nth waiting. wun they dun realease navy ppl when we alr noe wad to do le. cb. the course quite ok ba. boring. encik is the man sia teach us alot things keep toking to us sia about life things i quite inspired by him. like role model lol. wun forget him de and some of the things he said. haiz this course is heaven man every day relag relag then keep buying chocolate to eat lol. gd life. still can book out go home relag relag use com go online watch bi xue jian. nv rly dota much. haiz this few days she nv online dam long le leh lol. haiz. every morn still can wake up at 530 slowly eat breakfast while slping then take mrt slp again. most of the time sitting down in air con room de sia addicted to air con alr.
saturday. morn go bball at fragrant wil quite late lol come down we end le then go back his hse rot ard dota abit. then set off go army mkt buy their stuff ken wong also came buy. then confirm with pks to go woodlands makan dinner. then go back wil hse rot ard watch ah wang watch finish. wa ah wang man is very touchiong watch second time still eyes will wet de. sian sometimes want to be like ahwang everything think simple can be happy always. nt like me think so much emo emo think this think that until ownseklf wan die. but cant help it leh. then after that go causeway makan walk there with wil emo emo rlag abit. walk the path the night air so coool so fresh smell so nice sia. wish everyday can be like that so zi yu zi zai relag relag no need rush here rsh there go army esp. haiz then go makan with pks matt and wil lo then walk ard talk abit the go home le. so fast one day just gone like dat. haiz. go home dota bi xue jian lo waiting she online also nv online. just her presense is enough le lol. then dota dota win one round shuang de then got the emo feel alr tok to wil and kr. we emo abit father mother kp me alr i close com.
sun, ie today. morn wake up go swim. nt bad swim 12 laps plus learn abit how thread water. though still quite sucky. end of it got the stupid vomit feeling again and think caught a cold. then pks ask wan go watch movie mah then i agreed lo. i wil and zhiheng swim finish go causeway makan mac then zhiheng go le then i and wil also go. wil go home prepare go out to movie again i ownself go movie. the vomit feeling very strong sia felt horrible somemore nose running like md felt tlike shit. wanted to just go home and slp sia. reach le go plaza sing watch movie lo 3 kingdoms with ken zw me hao pks. nt that nice la 3 kingdom nth much. just c liu de hua nia and all the fighting. watch finish le go arcade then wil also watch finish come arcade find us. bball abit score abit noob lol then go home le hao also need book in. haiz whole day quite emo sia dun wan go back army. then go home jiu pack my stuff then keep dotaing le till ard 930 then start to blog.
haiz dunno sia. dunno wan down pes anot. down pes no pride. if down pes then got those 8-5 de then jiu my dream come true. i badly wan go home lol. civilian life man rox. miss it. 1 month of civi life alr now dun wan lose it again sia. 12 days leave 1 week stay out 1 weekend book out plus this weekend. total 23 days. now going back to hell sia i she bu de. but wil tan kr ken wong also going in le with me. then like got more support. pks also goin air force shit place going through shit with me also. haiz dunno sia. now like ah wang like that got one rock on my chest cannot move away. wan cry cry bu chu also. haiz she dam long nv online le. haiz fang bu xia sia. lol best like wad wil say got another target then can help forget her faster. haiz go navy dunno got admin time anot the most impt thing. got admin time can sms ppl emo ard tok to ppl. feel better. haiz everytime miss home ar go back home also nv do much stare at com nia. but got family's presence its enough le. can c my home enough le. oh ya think my first 2 book out wil tan they all still in confinement sia. then only me and pks book out nia and ler also. like that also dam dam lonely. the feeling will suck man. make me even more emo nia. haiz.
oh ya her bdae coming also le. 10th. thurs. dunno wan give her wad i wrote not. dunno wan give her her present anot. still need call her out. haiz wan to just heck sia. but aso dun wan to heck. san xin liang yi. so long nv online le. haiz i dun wan stare at com too long le go out watch tv with my bro awhile. tonight need slp early sia tml very early need go le. wish i could just take a damn taxi go there. but so ex. haiz tml take transport go there alone the feeling. sux. last time got my mum accompany me or else i will die. that last book in ar is rly feel vry lousy. the worst. now this time also nt gd. haiz im so weak lol. haiz kia kia.
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