haiz last week of rp course

haiz tml is the start of the last week of heaven le... abit sian sia... suddenly scared of sea soldier course le. dunno wtf will happen. still got soc and feild camp leh how they squeeze so much in 10 weeks. one week learn 2 gun ar. or one week learn all next week range. then still need swim and soc and one week got field camp. wtf sibei shiong. haiz dunno how man. dunno wan geng anot sia. haiz. now dota just lose again nia si bei sian. bi xue jian also watch halfway then have to iron my clothes. ohya just now got go swim sia stll ahve the vomit feeling zzz. then also nv go deep pool learn float stay in medium pool nia. haiz really wan to take the easy way out sia. but si bei lose face like that. she also will look down on me sia like tat. i also will look down on myself lol. frens also hui kan bu qi wo de even if they dun say. haiz. lol course havnt start i alr no discipline to carry on train on my own. tired sia. lol jst now i go initiate sia. quite dumb. lol. haiz i better go slp. watch some bi xue jian then slp. ah wang also watch so fast chiong finish also nt as shuang as catching it on tv. haiz. slp lo.