first official week of ssc

lol first week. wad can i say. still quite ok ba. stand by 3 times a day. soemmore i toilet cleaner. sux. haiz wish i was a bunk cleaner. first wek still nv pump us hard sia. think next week going start the pumping alr. toilet so hard sure die. somemore havnt include those fall in late and all. chin up only did once. next time 3 times a day. gg. throughout the week no time at all ba no time to think and all. my skin still goin haywire. jia lat. everytime march sweat like mad then skin jiu gg. lol thurs was her bdae. sms her happy bdae duh. then aftethat ask her weekend free not wan go watch movie. she said sat night free sia that night i quite happy. then fri i book out le ask her wan go where watch. till now still no reply. haiz. 2 possibilities. didnt c as usual or choose to ignore. prob the 2nd option ba. then today quite sian sia lol dissapointed. haiz c her online i also lazy to tok le. somemore her nick got that love thingy. means what sia. y will bo dai bo ji put that again. scully she got her target le. haiz i hopeless from the start de la. lol now abit noe wad wil felt like during the von period. is sian de. oh well. training no time to think about all this extra things de. which is gd wun think abt her. so today whole day waiting for her reply also dun have afternoon went out to find navy pt and admin shirt but dun have. whole time waiting and waiting. maybe she didnt c the msg sia and wondering y i nv ask her. but its too late. give up. but will it be for gd this time? who knows. 黯然销魂