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cny huh. this yr more to wad i want, go down grandma hse rot a little while, shortest time this yr, hide in the room haha hide finish come out jiu zao go home, rot cny away. dota and naruto like crazy, watch a bit of tv here and there. peaceful cny indeed, but feels abit empty haha but its my wish anyway. sunday attempted to bbal but rain so too bad. this cny is much more n o feeling then last yr, i felt totally nth at all sia, nt awkward or scared or paiseh like the previous yrs when i c my relatives, just greet them with a handshake and a fake smile. seems like my bro is more enthu. even my cousin seems more enthu.

anw been reading naruto alot this few days, i shld say is a bit inspiring naruto. c naruto's spirit, and particularly lee's hard work and all. but still motivational things/quotes, i nv believed them anyway. and they all have special traits/talent/genius/bloodline/sealed monsters in them, so they were elite in the first place, no one purely peaseant from the beginning, maybe sakura was the most peasant among them. i think lthe comic also say lee was a genius, he can open the 8 gates.

back to work tml after the damn long weekend, wish there were more of these long weekends haha. end of january soon, ord closer liao loo.