Friday, May 9, 2008

short but seemingly long week.

yay book out once again. and this week book out from sembawang sia somemore at ard 1plus. reach home at 2 go str8 to toilet stomachache lol. aniway thats nt the point. the point is shi shuang de lor so early book out. feels just like schooling sia after sch le.

anw this week. is short and slack, but somehow feels dam long. mon half day. rsn day. then rest of the week training lo. wah sian my ippt. 2.4 11.30plus. shuttle run fail 10.8. pull up fail3. standing braod fail 212. sit up 46. fail 3 items sia wtf. haiz standing broad ar from bmt keep failing le. jc best consistent 220. lol ming xuan they all last time also stunned y i can jump 220 when i like lol abit fat. pull up now can do 3 quite often le nt bad last time constant 2. k currently i cant do 1 at all cos arms aching like shit. shuttle run sia. keep failing zzz. so cui. this week quite slack ba did nth much. swim rly felt like falling out sia the vomit feeling very strong and keep happenening when i swimming halfway. heng cat 1. think i scared of water thats y. felt gd sia got one day got some mini competitiion btw our sections la, then i norm very low key de ma nt those zai one, then this type get to be the 5 to represent our grp lol. feels gd to shine once in a while. lol just like in nj sia. i low key de then maths always get a then name appear on the board ppl will wahhh de then turn back c c the feeling is shuang lol. with ken wong also. and beating the normal zai ppl like ernest tay. and smart ass like jinghao. rox. then econs get top during prelims or wad. black horse sia. rox. every one wahh again even mr lee think he surprised sia i low low key de. too bad some other ppl dun give a damn.

next week soc sia. shit. im scared of heights sia soc owns me. lol im nearly scared of everything. water heights, insects, ghosts, wad else sia. think do 2 days nia. i hope. next week is week 7 lo left 5 more weeks. next week long week sia no break. which shld be norm la but our course like alot holiday in btw lol. but got long week end to look foward to ba vesak day. lol now happy sun book in will noe the feeling of shit liao. now like more motivated to train sia. maybe cos this week slack ba. next week c still got mood not lol. wanna pass my ippt leh.

lol last sat night de images keep flashing in my mind sia. though becoming blur alr so fast. cant even remb the face clearly alr. lol i nv look at her direct much anw. lol anw she alr double degree ntu biz acct plus nanyang scholarship. zai. i no where near lol. feel abit useless leh. but fuck it lol i nt that time wan earn alot alot alot of money de. relag relag jiu hao.

kk back to mapling and more watching taiji ba.. now all alone at home, got the lonely feeling like shit also. hearing mp3 to ease it.

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