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yesh another week passed.

another happening week in office. lol think we getting scolded more and more often liao lol. noisy they say. = nothing to do. even the one sitting beside us also give us a lecture sia. lol. beter watch out or will be signing extras alr.

today, ie sat. a very peaceful day, maybe boring. morn wake up at 10 lol sleep more feel more tired. wake up play game lo. a nice bright sunny sat and im at home playing com what a waste. 11 plus went downstairs buy rice so many ppl downstairs coffee shop eating the breakfast, talking, reading newspapers, ppl at markets look see look see, so full of life. reminds me of stay in days where i treasure such liveliness. civi life. book in feeling.

afternoon rotted infront of com. wanted to go arcade play, but handicapped without my taps card zz.

night. went out for a walk downstairs, and saw some things. saw this very young boy climb a lampost with ease. no gloves no equipment. just hands and feet. im sure his parents never taught him how to do it. yet he do it so easily. zai. no fear.

walk somemore saw in cc wushu performance, just nice the taiji part. zai.

walk one big round to stadium there saw in the indoor court bball match taking place. watching the players, as well as the people watching the players. 感触良多haha. wad if i could be the one playing lol. and got ppl watching.

as i walk thinking about alvin chua's blog the tagboard, one comment is that someone say he need a gf to cure his loneliness. hmm alot ppl feeling lonely sia maybe this is the solution. hmmm maybe this is a biological need at this age and all. wonder y girls dun feel lonely at all. their blog nv say anything. lol prob its ns.

now im rotting again, trying to ignore this itch. fucking bleeding again. and seems like the skin is taking longer to heal compared to last time.

yesh next week will be sept end, and one month gone again.