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a short weekend just fly past nia.

weekday same old shit.

sat. decided to go to co lunch, which didnt really felt like going but alr agree ppl le so just go. wasnt that bad ba but nevertheless sian. felt like sleeping throughout. ler was also stoning so much. dun feel much anyway nowadays hardened and cold no feeling liao. after that went with ler go vivo buy tix then he zao le i go back dhoby arcade on my own. spam on ghost squad and bball. wandering around the arcade c chio bus c all the couple ar haiz cold wind blowww. xin han. haha. -.-. then go back vivo watch cyborg she lo nt bad movie main char very chio. nt that touching lol and the flashback make ppl confused nia spoil the movie abit. windstruck more zai lol super emo de sia. after that shop ard help wil decide wad to buy to give his next potential target. then go back dhoby find kh and frens at this pub nt bad atmosphere though i dun like drinking and all this. then go arcade play abit then go mac makan then go home lo. go home tok msn awhile only mum kp then have to go slp.

sun. bball. nt bad as usual. then go wil hse rot watch long hu men again then rot here rot there then zao home dota heng last match win. then rot in msn till now lo.

haiz dunno how to describe the feeling now. lol seems like everyone feeling like quite lost, sian, fucked up, sick and tired of this shit, plus many many more. "y u so negative about ns ar". after i saw this i swear i wun msg her again. nt angry. but just. i also dunno how to say. so easily can sweep this aside like its nothing like dat. feel very wad. even though i quite useless but still... lol now i c ns taking its toll on many ppl sia. while im out of all those chiong sua and shit. lol nowadays dun feel like goin out to c ppl, esp those nt rly close de. no face to c ppl liao lol. i wan to hide in one corner nia. i reply ppl i clerk, can tell the way they think change alr. i alr seen it. clerk = cui. rly is cui la i wun deny. but still no face to c ppl alr.

feel a mixture of empty, pointless, useless, and after all that, no feeling at all.

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受


anw... i noe teo will be stalking this, so, GD LUCK FOR UR BRUNEI TRIP!!! noe that we're ard, and u have ur bros in the ouside world outside of the damn army camp and ns and all.