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well blogging again due to new year. a short recap, new yr eve find pks ken ler xings go seoul makan abit, ken buy shirt then zao home -.-. outing more and more cui, always eat le then zao home, last time always go arcade haha. go home watch abit of countdown on tv and downstairs de concert, then watch dao huo xian then slp. new year bballed, then go wil hse watch 10 promise to my dog and sex is zero 2. haha i like bballing 3v3, got space, nt so tiring as full court where physical matters so much. feel like improve a very little bit more, got to work on my pass, must make it a point to pass harder and faster, but no strength always. and must also make it a point to look up when trying to dribble past, nt stare at the floor.

anyway. new year sia. last time always dread new year, cos means holidays is over, another year of work again. well this year feels abit like, with all the leaves and holidays in november and december end le, another year of work. but one more year to ord, so not bad. last year new year, still need to book in, the feeling was damn fucked up. lol the book in feeling. hate it. thank god i know no need to, or i will be tearing as i bath. and emo like shit.

oh ya bok also have gf liao sia. lol. who would have known he will have gotten one earlier than everyone else. everyone was like making fun of him suan him haha. and he looks like so into it, so serious. the 10 promises to my dog was rather touching too lol, seeing the warmth in the family, to the dog, makes me feel both guilty, helpless and a bit of bo chap as well haha. and the sex is zero at the back the guy sacrifice himself, also quite touching as well. come to think of it im a idiot sia during a's that time wad if i screwed my a's becos of her, wad if i affected her a's results also with my selfish behaviour that time. end up she got str8 a's proves that i make no difference and also have no impact on her as well haha. oh well. bball and my skin is my priority now ba. but lol i think next time sch team will only be a dream lol.

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highlights of this week prob is s18 chalet. but as predicted, it turned out to be nearly exactly the same as last year, less the location. LOTR on xbox, psp, gambling or rather giving money, then zao liao. nv even arcade even though it was so close. made me think whether next year will i go anot, if there is one. i think the most useful thing was gilbert coming and giving us a mini talk about life, career, money. wtf he earns 20k per month! im contended to earn like 6 -7k a month next time, and he expects much more from us. wtf 20k. i cant imagine it. madness. he kept saying engineering not the way to go sia, now im having doubts about what im going to do next time.

on a side note, seems like the s18 ppl seem so unfamiliar to me alr, too long nv contact le. cant tok to them animore, nth to tok about. haiz some from familiar to nv tok anymore. but my fault, maybe i dun show any interest, too stone, and lack of effort.

anw. sunday left early for bball, was late by about an hour. damn cui. one round then start walking le. but felt like i could dribble better. but fuck i cant shoot, cant pass, and still cant dribble. make me so feel like buying a bball and train. ideal position next time i want to play is shoot guard leh, but i cant shoot at all now. and im slow, no stamina. damn.

ok now left with wil's er that thing.

1. The person who tag you is?Wil

2. Your relationship with him/her? brother... maybe master? or maybe ex master?

3. Your 5 impression of him/her? smart, cocky, confident, determined for somethings, 豪爽

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for u? erm, maybe throwing my water bottle in the dustbin, not forgetting my pencil case also ends up in the dustbin too

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you? this one im damn sure of what to ans. DOG.

6. If he/she becomes ur lover, things he/she has to improve on? i dunno actually haha.

7. If she/he become ur enemy, you will? suck thumb endure while i get played.

9. What is it that you want to tell her now? nth.

Your overall impression of him/her is? a cocky brother?

11. How do u tink ppl ard u will feel ard u? happy maybe. sometimes i can be funny... maybe my face alone is alr funny.

12. The character you love of urself are? think too much, or i wun be so smart

13. On the contrary, the character u hate yourself are? think too much too, some things think too much only make u feel lousy.
14. The most ideal person u want to be is? 好人

15. For ppl who care n like u, say something to them: Woof!

16. Pass this quiz to 10 ppl that u wish to know how they feel about. no point, not much ppl read my blog anyway they wun noe.

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a more fun weekend this week. sat bballed like crazy in the morn, wow feels good to bball again man... bballed about 4hrs.. totally shagged, damn cui sia. haiz. plus watched abit of hot shot, the fire to bball burning. after bball supposed to find pks ler ken, but pks last minute cmi so cancelled, then went kr hse tok abit of cok lol all shagged cannot move tok cok. nt bad also can sit down tok cok like dat. then went watch yes man, funny show haha. then rot ard here and there then zao home le. started playing crisis core also, nt that nice wad i find it. the story also hmm nt until like whoa. wonder y ade like it alot sia haha.

well just lost another dota match, seems like i suck at everything. well nth to say. haiz fuckkkkkkkkkkk.

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well blogging again. but i've got nt much to blog. last weekend intended to bball, rained, this histroy repeated itself again. over the last 2 weekends watched bolt and the day earth stood still. lol bolt is damn cute. puppy form is godlike. oterh than that nth much. the day earth stood still nt bad, all the power, the lights, action also ok, the plot at firsrt quite interesting, but the ending abit abrupt. pooled abit this 2 weeks, though i feel no improvement.

k nth much to blog about liao lol.next next week will be the week at last.

oh ya 1 yr of ns liao.

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blogging again haha. thats cos i finally bought my own psp, after looming dangers of rapid increase in price of the old psp, due to the holiday season and high demand of psps as they are becoming more norm, also in the supply side my fren told me that they are slowly not producing psp2000 anymore, hence reducing supply, as well as the fact psp3k cant mod, making it a special type of good that i cant remember the name, that type of good that no matter how high the price is, the demand still there, i also dun remb how the curve looks like, so add together demand supply makes price shoot up. hence i bought mine also at a high price fuck. but it feels good to finally have one. and as im blogging now my mum just kp for buying it. and i totally daoed her. fuck everything i do is wrong. forever wrong. from young is like dat. 100 marks nt enough must 101 marks. whatever. get A grade say i tyco. smlj. not a praise or anything. thats y my family like all individual de nt much feeling. thats y i can be very cold to ppl lol. so thats y im abit surprised at her family, bonded de, thats y i tried to make a diff to my own, but in the end i heck it.

ok after one para of crap. today went buy psp. before that went pool, as usual hopeless at it, no idea wtf im doing. after that go tampiness ikea to find wil's cabinet. then zao home. just dota finish nia. wonder wad my dad will say when he sees my psp. nt intending to let him c it anw. hide it as long as i can. sian when can i bball.... haiz. anw wun be using my com much, esp when my mum is ard, to shut her up as she keeps saying i play game then lead to skin lousy, which there is little link to it but just to shut her up. and for the sake of s18 chalet so that she will nt kp so much when i go, and for xmas times if need go out, and for future bball. lol seems like i escape from army the sergeants and all, only to come back home to find mum.

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been a while since i last blogged, dun feel like blogging nowadays alr.

anw. last last week i think. went to makan with ken ler pks hao zw. couldnt tok anything except army things sia. sux. makan finish zao le do nth.

yest. fri night went stayover at wil hse, more interesting weekend, thats y im blogging haha. night go there watch wil dota dota, all the bros gather le, about 11 plus go down with the xo and tidbits go downstairs playground with the intention of an emo session, ended up in a high session. first time drink alcohol sia, taste like crap. vision become nt so clear sia keep moving left right. tok cok sing song le no more tidbits go back wil hse slp liao.

next day wake up relag abit then go cine there kbox. gg sia. also first time go kbox. chua dio. shall skip the details haha. after that went lan abit play cs, lol long time nv play liao, very ci ji sia. either i rusty or im getting slower le. after that went home lo ard 11 plus reach cant even dota sianz.

seems like can only tok army stuff with ken and ler and pks they all sia. diff case with bros can tok more things. drifting apart liao. anw parents keep kp sia when i say i go chalet (actually is go wil hse stayover) , say no more chalet liao december one cannot go. lol. december dunno how to fight sia to go s18 de. at first i die die wan go, but now i think more, maybe dun go also nvm lol. dun rly wan to c all the officers, specs all the zai ppl when im a clerk. go there, only thing i wan do, is arcade, nth else. go there stone.

haiz nowadays more and more emotionless liao, or maybe im getting slower haha. haiz also dunno what to blog le, nth to say.
想见到她，又不想见到她

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yay oct gone. nth much this week again, short week. can only say the new nsf, his attitude is going from bad to worse, fuck me nvm, now fucking all his superiors. even the most nice officer also caught him sleeping so soundly call him he also wun wake up. if he cont like dat, gg to him. on a good side, will only make me look like the nice and gd guy, leading to better impression and more chance of promotion. haha damn sounds like real life politics. cant be bothered to correct him haha, im so evil. who ask him fuck me.

zzz when will my confinement end, when will it recover.

next week will be a gd week again haha. got activity jiu shi gd week. after next week jiu shi pay day. then will be the middle of the month le. time to clear leave. then ppl a level over, ppl pop.


haha like very OpTimiSTic sia. actually is just another fucking week.