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another week gone lo...
weekdays as usual. run until quite shagged sia. but nth compared to those in camps ba.
my ankle acting up again dunno y.
sat. morn go swim. swim until like anythime going fall asleep scared le then dun swim. lol we toking army stuff then one guy prob a warrant splash water at us sia wtf then ask us where we from then tell us nt to say so loud. spoil entire mood to swim wil and clement both sian. after that go wil hse then go army mkt. meet bangjie teo olk. then go aracade zham. knn bball 500 plus. y cant reach 600 sia. feel like dun play le. watch wanted. quite cool lol the shooting. the twist also nt bad. oh ya saw co juniors sia. lol the same clique ba. danhong giggling non stop. saw zw and ler also. knn ler looks fit le. somemore the way he tok like diver no kick liao. zai. lol nv tok to juniors sian i go shit comeout all zao. after movie go arcade again saw yh and ade. lol tok 2 lines they zao le. after that play abit then also zao.

sun. bball. shagged. all bookin in le sia they. heng i no need or will go crazy.

anw. lol yuan lai wad ive been thinking is only an illusion. go out actually is very normal de ba. lol this time dun feel much. prob think about ns too much then this nt that impt. 2 things off my chest now feel better. dunno when will i truely dun care sia. prob the day when i take the dog chain off ba hanging it since ive got it for it to be seen. but still was never noticed. or couldnt be bothered.

anw maybe i take it too hard on mysekf for being clerk ba. seems like ppl dun really care. ler doesnt seem to mind. ken too. ks also. wil and gang still treat me norm. dunno deep inside wad they think lol. but i will carry this scar forever ba. for being so cui nt to be able to take ns then siam.