end of cny le T_T sobs

haiz its alr sunday le 1226am... sian today will be booking in le... fug sia suddenly fugging emo le sia my eyes abit wet le... so fast man my 5 days gone in a flash... army again... wa i think about next time worse man when go unit that time everyday in camp no holidays one wah siannn. bmt still got alot holidays sia cny new year a levels. after bmt still got one week break. next time go unit or wad no more such shit le until quite late sia sian. dunno how to endure le. haizz. today also quite sian. afternoon say one go out watch ah long de by the time pks buy tix alr no space at all anywhere liao. so cancelled and stay home. dota dota dota until evening ba i forgot le then rotted ard wasted precious time. haiz sianz. just now dota also tio tock sia sian even more. y like dat sia. maybe i shld go down pes alr. or be a man and tahan everything. lol oh ya morn i got sms her sia cos she nv reply me when i send the super long sms then i tried c she got receive anot she replied say gotreceive sia. so she got receive that time and didnt want to reply. so i noe wad to do alr lol. aiya long time ago noe wad to do alr. sianz. one less like source of strength. now also dun think can go command school alr and maybe no fire le. another source of strength gone. left only my brothers as my source of strength left. nt much le lol. sian. haiz. cny this yr nv go mother side sia. if got go ar means use up alot more time. zzz y i keep wasting precious time sia after so many lessons still cannot improve. think i slp too much le ba. haiz but in camp also slp nt enough. wake up 515 how to have energy. just like in jc as long as wake up early no matter how early slp also no strength. now starting like dat le. at first still can cos a few weeks nia nw startig to take its toll liao. roar. dunno when she will c this blog lol. zz must go find more sources of strength. but how sia. only book out. everyday looking foward to all the meals. fug la if can bring food wil be much better. stupid. sian now 1am le. prob cont writing my letter tml ba. lol maybe my letter put my blog webby sia. lol c how. tempting leh. sian mum ard how write letter. bro also awake. sia la my internet anytime cut off lol. now rot ard think go slp liao.